I'd rather eat caramels

Some thoughts going around in my head tonight. I feel like my house needs some TLC. Like I need to get things that I haven't used forever and pack them up and give them away or throw them out.
But I'd rather eat caramels.

I need so badly to go through all of my Christmas decorations. But I'd rather eat caramels.

I want to sleep, I want to eat, I want to exercise....but I'd rather eat caramels....

I am getting addicted to Little House on The Prairie....my sister is letting me watch her whole set that she got from the very first one until the last one...every evening I watch one or two...

I read a very good book....Not a Fan...by kyle idleman....good book...are you a fan of Jesus or are you a follower?? Good question....I know what I want to be and am trying....a follower....How many times am I guilty of judging others for something that I have done and been guilty of myself...ouch...how many times do I want to compare....ouch....When Jesus says "Follow me" that is what he means..now...do not put your hand on the plow and look back...to take up our cross daily...daily...
you cannot carry a cross without suffering....

There is so much and so little time...where do I put my energy and thoughts....on heavenly things or earthly things.....

Sometimes I feel like I don't have a backbone...want to please....don't want to be a people pleaser want to be a God pleaser..Sometimes I feel cluttered......don't want to...let it go....eat some caramels...but then I gain weight don't want that either...

The year is drawing to an end quickly...seems like life is passing so quickly...not much time, but God will give just enough time...to accomplish His plan for my life...so I just want to step aside and let Him..and keep my hands out of the caramels!!!!